The year of recuperation.. digesting and multi tasking the faults of myself and others..
I have won.. but have I with the amount of stuff just to erase a small fact.. that I am the cause of such happenings..one says if u no better than u do better but better has to be learned first...there's a thirst ..c ...to be illuminated from this game we call LIFE..
The year my weary body may seem strong on the outside..my perky wonderfulness and the fullness of my hips... dance like tempting shadows.. on paved walls.. but inside there is a stall... filled with names..numbers.places and things..talking walls..dirty water..with tissue on the floor..people have come and gone..sometimes felt used and then if that loved at all.
The year these eyes seen some great..unique pieces of work.. have the eyes deceived me to no end.. have my heart been mended back together..glue or tape..and to fall apart again.. what is true.. what is this that we all search for.. can we understand it if it was right in front of our faces or are we so numb..no sense of anything without a big sign.. some glitter.. some noise..some illusion.. some twinkle..some score..
The year I meet the spirits through the same gate..walked with them..talked to them..moved..danced..sang..wrote with them..nice to know we r not alone in this unbalanced reality..we run to one side..stay take it all in to get bored and move to the other side.. it becomes an extreme..never taught to stay in the middle..wondering why the cards lay where they must..emotional foolishness with no full inner standing of where to place the energy.. the cycle continues
The year we attempted to clean out our....what u call its..in the name of starting over.. but not knowing where to begin.. what is the root of the problem.. lie to ourselves...live in complete denial..but is it denial if its not known that something is wrong..or is it us that project the wrong doings of others because of our wrong doings...taming beast of what..first to find out it was not the other persons doing the bidding for our internal demise..let it be we say..then we die.. to come back and start all over again..and again...again..til bliss has its hands on us..confusion..inner turmoil ..inner desire to be free..of what..or is that an illusion too..?
or is it just this year..? maybe next yr we will have an answer to that which lies within.
Thursday, December 31, 2009
Posted by ButterflyRoyal at 12:09 PM
Thursday, December 17, 2009
She spoke of my secrets, bold, stories yet to be told…
She spoke of my disposition and the consequences of giving up on life
She spoke of my fears…she spoke of my strengths….she spoke of me.
And the encounter was as real and as captivating and as consuming
As life in this present moment. She confirmed my aspirations….she…
Encouraged, admonished, appealed and empowered…
She wept with me….held me in her feminine bosom of power and told me to let go.
Allow life to take its course…allow God, the universe and the divine feminine energy
To spoil me. Because, ultimately, I deserve it. She saw my baby. A girl….she’s coming.
She saw my career, my passions, my gifts…she saw who I really was…and she said ,
“This woman sitting before me is not who you really are, your light is dim, your fuel is low….but this isn’t who you are, you have to come out of this, you’re gonna come out of this…. There is so much more to life within this season, choose to live, fight for your happiness, make yourself available for the unexpected ‘wowfactor’….you’re gonna make it! God will not let you drown! There is wealth, there is happiness, there is life in abundance on the other side of this…”
She stated that by the third month of next year, things will be in their perspective place in my life…..she spoke of my family. I need to go home. Not to stay. But I need to feel my family and I need them to feel me. I need to feel me…I need to feel what the real Kira feels like again….because this woman and this season has ran its course…..
She saw him, she said he’ll love me…he’ll adore me….better yet, he’ll know how to handle me…lol (Lord knows I need to be handled…)but there will be no fear or insecurity, there will be no intimidation….only support….solely love…and a ‘love that reflects how God loves me’. That statement in itself is a lot….whew! (Selah…..praise and meditation)
I have realized that I have got to do a better job reaching out to the people God has ordained to surround me in my life right now. My friends and my family….are there!...they are there…waiting for me to let them in… “just let them in Kira…and let yourself out. Forgive yourself. Love yourself. Embrace this Encounter.”
Posted by ButterflyRoyal at 10:47 AM
Monday, December 7, 2009
Talk about delicious!!But it also does wonders for your health. I mean wonders, literally. Its from Ardyss International, its called Levive and I LOVE it, primarily because it has the power of the worlds top 5 antioxidant producing fruits, and their all concentrated into one drink. Antioxidants do a number of things for the body including chase free radicals and balance overall health.Now, yall know how much pomegranates cost at your local market, let alone the goji, mangoberry, acai and noni. This technology puts money in the bank. But here are 25 other reasons researchers have found that levive lives up to its name. Go ahead be informed.
25 Reasons. …..Drink Le’vive
1. Enhance sex drive
2.Keep hair and skin healthy
4.Increase energy levels
5.Fight Funguses, virus and bacteria
6.Feel and look younger
9.Fight harmful free radicals
13.Helps PREVENT cancer
14. Control BLOOD SUGAR
15. Protect kids health
16.Maintain a HEALTHY blood pressure
17.Prevent Gastritis reflex and ulcers
18.Maintain a normal cholesterol level
19.Possibly prevent diseases like Alzheimers and Parkinsons
20.Control Inflammation and Arthritis
22.Keep Joints flexible and healthy.
23.Decrease respitory Conditions.
24.Keep Liver Healthy
25.Maintain general health
For more info check out
Posted by ButterflyRoyal at 4:48 PM
Check this out..
Go Shopping... www.ardysslife.com/kirabuckley
Also from Ardyss:
Some of you like to drink coffee, and for many people its a morning must have. Well I want to introduce you to a morning coffee that makes life abundantly more exciting, Get younger with this delicious coffee… Coffee and Collagen. Now you're beauty regimen is a method of ingestion and can truly be called skin deep.Naturally great tasting, Ardyss Collaffee is an exclusive mix of collagen, vitamin C, iron, calcium and coffee that revitalizes your skin and prevents the natural aging process. It also softens your lines of expression and improves your body joints. For NUTRITIONAL FACTS please visit:
Posted by ButterflyRoyal at 4:22 PM