There are times
when looking into your eyes
I start to cry
cuz its a dream,
its all a dream,
that you are here
loving me
the way you are loving me,
cuz things like this
just don’t happen to me
and most days I feel unworthy
but here you are
and here I am
and this is real...isn’t it?
See, I’ve been thru these motions before
and I swore..
I would never open that door...again
but here you are..
and here I am..
loving..
almost fearful of..
how this could end
cuz I don’t want it to end
U introduced me..
to me..
loving all parts of me
whole-ly….
the ins and outs
the ups and downs
u.. stayed here
by my side.
U befriended me
comforted me
in my midnight hour
you..
Its funny cuz
right when I was saying
I’m done.
I’m taking a break..
I’m not looking anymore..
you appeared in my door
moving me mentally,
challenging me spiritually,
and loving me completely,
but it all feels like a dream
it does..
I go to sleep
and I pray that you stay
I pray that you are real
I pray you are true.
And when I wake up..
I thank God that it is you..
and that this is real
and that you are my reality
although .....
this feels just like a dream.
