The year of recuperation.. digesting and multi tasking the faults of myself and others..
I have won.. but have I with the amount of stuff just to erase a small fact.. that I am the cause of such happenings..one says if u no better than u do better but better has to be learned first...there's a thirst ..c ...to be illuminated from this game we call LIFE..
The year my weary body may seem strong on the outside..my perky wonderfulness and the fullness of my hips... dance like tempting shadows.. on paved walls.. but inside there is a stall... filled with names..numbers.places and things..talking walls..dirty water..with tissue on the floor..people have come and gone..sometimes felt used and then if that loved at all.
The year these eyes seen some great..unique pieces of work.. have the eyes deceived me to no end.. have my heart been mended back together..glue or tape..and to fall apart again.. what is true.. what is this that we all search for.. can we understand it if it was right in front of our faces or are we so numb..no sense of anything without a big sign.. some glitter.. some noise..some illusion.. some twinkle..some score..
The year I meet the spirits through the same gate..walked with them..talked to them..moved..danced..sang..wrote with them..nice to know we r not alone in this unbalanced reality..we run to one side..stay take it all in to get bored and move to the other side.. it becomes an extreme..never taught to stay in the middle..wondering why the cards lay where they must..emotional foolishness with no full inner standing of where to place the energy.. the cycle continues
The year we attempted to clean out our....what u call its..in the name of starting over.. but not knowing where to begin.. what is the root of the problem.. lie to ourselves...live in complete denial..but is it denial if its not known that something is wrong..or is it us that project the wrong doings of others because of our wrong doings...taming beast of what..first to find out it was not the other persons doing the bidding for our internal demise..let it be we say..then we die.. to come back and start all over again..and again...again..til bliss has its hands on us..confusion..inner turmoil ..inner desire to be free..of what..or is that an illusion too..?
or is it just this year..? maybe next yr we will have an answer to that which lies within.
Thursday, December 31, 2009
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Thursday, December 17, 2009
She spoke of my secrets, bold, stories yet to be told…
She spoke of my disposition and the consequences of giving up on life
She spoke of my fears…she spoke of my strengths….she spoke of me.
And the encounter was as real and as captivating and as consuming
As life in this present moment. She confirmed my aspirations….she…
Encouraged, admonished, appealed and empowered…
She wept with me….held me in her feminine bosom of power and told me to let go.
Allow life to take its course…allow God, the universe and the divine feminine energy
To spoil me. Because, ultimately, I deserve it. She saw my baby. A girl….she’s coming.
She saw my career, my passions, my gifts…she saw who I really was…and she said ,
“This woman sitting before me is not who you really are, your light is dim, your fuel is low….but this isn’t who you are, you have to come out of this, you’re gonna come out of this…. There is so much more to life within this season, choose to live, fight for your happiness, make yourself available for the unexpected ‘wowfactor’….you’re gonna make it! God will not let you drown! There is wealth, there is happiness, there is life in abundance on the other side of this…”
She stated that by the third month of next year, things will be in their perspective place in my life…..she spoke of my family. I need to go home. Not to stay. But I need to feel my family and I need them to feel me. I need to feel me…I need to feel what the real Kira feels like again….because this woman and this season has ran its course…..
She saw him, she said he’ll love me…he’ll adore me….better yet, he’ll know how to handle me…lol (Lord knows I need to be handled…)but there will be no fear or insecurity, there will be no intimidation….only support….solely love…and a ‘love that reflects how God loves me’. That statement in itself is a lot….whew! (Selah…..praise and meditation)
I have realized that I have got to do a better job reaching out to the people God has ordained to surround me in my life right now. My friends and my family….are there!...they are there…waiting for me to let them in… “just let them in Kira…and let yourself out. Forgive yourself. Love yourself. Embrace this Encounter.”
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Monday, December 7, 2009
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Wednesday, November 18, 2009
There are times
Posted by ButterflyRoyal at 4:58 PM
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Everybody knows that we are in one of the worst recessions since the 1980s, with 8% of Americans out of work, and 13% of African Americans without jobs. Not to mention those of us who are losing homes, businesses, having hours cut at work, or just having to stretch our funds even further than usual. It seems like every time you turn on the tv, it's more bad news. But through it all, even though times are very tough, I think some profound life lessons are being learned. Unfortunately, that aspect isn't being given as much attention in the media as statistics, finance-related suicides, etc.
Recently Iyanla Vanzant spoke at this year's annual State of the Black Union (I wish I could find a youtube clip of this, but there isn't one) and spoke some very powerful words about her own experience. In a talk about finance, she bravely told the audience that she herself had recently lost her home to foreclosure. She went on to say that although the experience was painful, it lead her to take a look at her life, and see areas "where I was wobbly and wishy-washy, and needed more strength". She also said that this experience made her much more appreciative of all that she did have. She focused on being thankful for her beautiful grandchildren, a healthy body and mind.
Her words really got me thinking about what lessons I've learned from these times. For me personally, I've always done everything fast. I was all for instant gratification, whether it was a job, a painting, or a move I was making. Everything was now. And if things didn't happen fast enough, I was on to the next thing. Abundance of resources and opportunities made this possible. It also meant I was able to take a lot of opportunities for granted and not see anything through to the end. So the lesson I was forced to learn was to SLOW DOWN. Everything that used to open up for me rapidly now moves at a snail's pace. I had to learn to let go and breathe, and be still and grounded within myself and wait for things to unfold. And within that time and space, I've begun to appreciate all I've overlooked. I've begun to put more time and effort into what I do. And when I'm frustrated and things just will not move, I've learned to appreciate all the little things that will: Brand new spring blossoms, baby calves learning to stand, turtles sunning themselves on a rock down in the creek. I'm beginning to connect more with what's real and true on this earth.
What I have learned is...
1. That my health is my wealth.
2. Living simple is not just about de-cluttering the home, but also the mind first.
3. It is time to be super resourceful and creative in how money is made.
4. It is testing my confidence as I have found out that I am attached to material concepts/ideas that have been driving me, but which are also harmful to who I am. I need to completely unattached to material in order to re-evaluate and move forward.
5. My family are a huge support, I appreciate that SO much now.
6. More than ever, I need to break out of any limitations that I have placed on my Self. Think BIGger!
So what I'd like to know from all of you is, have these tough economic times taught you any life lessons? Revealed a strength? Changed the way you look at things?
Posted by ButterflyRoyal at 4:12 PM
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
FOR U... I WILL DO
WHAT IS NEEDED TO PROCEED WHT A LIFE OF
IN LOVES FORTRESS
BECAUSE I DO.... REALLY MISS U AND
SOMEDAY WISH TO KISS U
I HAVE BEEN
BY HOW WE'VE RECREATED
THE TERM FORMULATED
THE LOOK IN MY EYES
MY THOUGHT PROCESSES
NOW HOW IS IT THAT?
WITH THIS STATE OF VULNERABILITY
I POSSESS NO HUMILITY
I DO NOT KNOW...
WHY IS IT SO?
LIKE MICHAEL SAID
EVEN WHEN THE CONVERSATION MUST DIE
IN ORDER TO BRING ORDER
TO THE REALISTIC MUNDANE
.....KNOWN AS LIFE
DESPITE ITS MANY COMPLEXITIES
WHERE WUD I BE?
POSSIBLY LEFT WHT THE INABILITY
TO FATHOM A YOU N ME
SO WHAT IS THIS??
WHAT WORD COULD EXPLAIN IT?
WHAT ARE WE???
HOW DO WE DEFINE OUR UNANIMITY??
.... I DO NOT KNOW YET...
I DONT NEED TO KNOW...
BECAUSE IT DOESNT NEED TO BE DEFINED
ONLY FELT AND EXPERIENCED
I LIKE IT SO
I WONT ATTEMPT TO FIGHT IT CUZ
DAMN IT IM EXCITED!!!!!!
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Sunday, October 18, 2009
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Saturday, October 10, 2009
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Thursday, October 1, 2009
Some daysI could become birdsong.
Like the thing that unwinds
The morning from the night
And sings the tilt
Toward evening back again.
I could be desire
That takes shape inside breast
Pitched out in voice
Harmonious and sweet
I know how planets feel
When they know they’re about to die
The way stars ache
Before falling into themselves…
I feel like something beautiful
Like the arc of his stance
Like movement under sheets
Invigorating like a silhouette
Against the paned glass,
Stilled in both body and thought.
I long for some
Of human understanding
In the line of his back.
When eyes open…
Feels like reading aged pages
Of a thousand books;
Fairy tales and politics alike
And I believed every word.
My wild expressions
Express something other than
Love or hate;
A morbid sense of duty, maybe
I have a look so real
You could build it.
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Sunday, September 6, 2009
Who among us is an expert on the human experience? We have only the gift of sharing perceptions that hopefully can help those on their journey. There is no such thing as an expert on the human experience. The human experience is an experience in movement and thought and form, and, in some cases, an experiment in movement and thought and form. The most that we can do is comment on the movement, the thought and the form, but those comments are of great value if they can help people to learn to move gracefully, to think clearly, to form -- like artists -- the matter of their lives.
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Wednesday, September 2, 2009
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Monday, August 31, 2009
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Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Every time you have any thought or feeling you are really sending a request to the Universe about what you want to create. The quality of your thoughts and feelings acts like a guide which the Universe uses to generate circumstances in your life. Generally, positive thoughts and feelings will yield positive circumstances, while negative thoughts and feelings will manifest negative circumstances. The subconscious mind is the key to manifestation. Be consistent with your thoughts and reap the benefits the Universe has to offer. List Of Affirmations: I am always on the path towards Enlightenment. I am the healing source of love, power, and enlightened thoughts. I find everyone very enlightening to be with. I am ascending to higher states of consciousness everyday.
I am now receiving all the Love and Freedom that I need. I am always guided towards the Light. My feet never leave the path towards enlightenment. I am totally vibrant, joyful, and fully alive here and now. I experience myself as an empowering, compassionate, and enlightening being in each moment. I am grateful for being enlightened by the divine beings that are always coming my way. I am 100% committed to my spiritual path and creating a more enlightened state of being in my life. I am a creative being who is connected to the Infinite Intelligence. I easily access my creativity in the most challenging situations. I immediately connect with the higher spiritual being in everyone I meet. I am naturally creative and love creating new ideas and things. I am the divine source of creativity. I experience a wholeness and higher wisdom in my thinking. I am an inspirational creative source for all people. I am intimately connected to the highest source of intelligence right now. I am thankful that divine creativity continues to flow through me daily. I am 100% committed to knowing this divine connection with the Infinite Creative Intelligence within me now.
I have plenty of money to feel financially secure and at ease. I am a powerful abundant being with plenty of money. Divine abundance is my natural state of being. Infinite riches are flowing to me easily and effortlessly. Thousands of dollars are freely entering my bank account right now. I am now making all the money I want with joy and ease. I can generate an abundance of money doing exactly what I love doing. I make the right decisions that produce the greatest financial return. I always make plenty of money to enjoy my rich life now. I feel rich inside and grateful for the money I have right now. Everybody is supporting me in creating financial abundance. Every investment I make brings me joy and a great financial return. I am blessed with great abundance; it is my divine natural state of being. I purchase what makes my heart sing and it just makes me richer. I am spiritually guided towards what makes my life richer. Every dollar I spend returns to me in 10 times the amount. I am thankful for a healthy relationship with money; money is my friend. I am 100% committed to being at peace with money I am financially free! My income greatly surpasses my expenses. I have a successful ability to consistently generate an abundant income. All the money I need is flowing into my bank account right now. My passive income streams naturally exceed my expenses each month. I have an increasing income that easily exceeds my expenses. I am generous and have plenty of money to share with the world. It is fun and easy to make a lot of money.
I am a powerful manifesting being. I can create anything I can dream. Whatever my mind can conceive, I can achieve. All my desires are easily manifested. The Universe supports me in manifesting everything I want. I can easily manifest my desires and have FUN doing it. I am always in touch with my natural ability to manifest.
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Saturday, January 3, 2009
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